Big girls don't cry........? saper kata....... aku rasa big girls lar yg selalu nanges..... atas sebab-sebab yg relevan dan tak relevan..... lately neh aku pong selalu nanges......... aku tak tau naper aku jadi sensitif plak since teman istimewa aku tuh balik bercuti........ kekadang aku jd sedey atas perkara-perkara yg aku rasa tak relevan pong yer jugak..... tapi hati dan perasaan manusia neh terlalu sukar nak dipahami....... persahabatan antara aku dan teman istimewa aku tuh memang complicated sikit.... 10 years in relationship, I think he's the bestest friend i ever had ....... but like people always said..... a woman and man can't be best friend...... and now.... aku rasa memang betul..... ari neh aku rasa lagu si Fergie neh memang sesuai utk aku..... so aku dedicate lagu neh utk diri aku sendiri.....